Dude!! I HAVE to stop living paycheck to paycheck. I don’t need the stress of this anymore! Not to mention, I am never going to be able to afford a new car. As previously stated, I am completely addicted to ebay. I am pretty out of control. Not to mention that the iPhone ebay app doesn’t help at all. The damn thing pings me every time something I am watching is about to end. And I have to check it. Because it might be at a killer price and I feel like I need it.
And now, all of these other sites are sending me emails too. Like ModCloth. And about their ridiculous 70% off sale. And I love Modcloth and I wish I had their entire website in my closet right now and I just had to buy that thing (jumpsuit) that looks like shit on me now that I have it but it looked really great on the model and…’sigh’
So, this is a new beginning! I am declaring!! I am going to finish cleaning my room and getting rid of clothing items I don’t need. For the record, this will be the third time I will be cleaning out said closet in the past 2 months. I need to let go in stages. Even though I will probably never wear that tan leather Enyce shirt with no back again, but, I might.
Anyway, no more buying a whole new wardrobe every paycheck. I do these things because I don’t feel “cool” enough, I have realized. I feel like I look like this:
When I really look like this:
Cool has to come from within, I am finding out. You know what else? It doesn’t feel very zen to have no money but tons of clothes everywhere. You just have a mess…or I just have a mess in this situation. So…yeah. Things are going to change around here. I have declared it. Next up, saving money by quitting smoking. That is going to be difficult.